it’s not important nor needed
Sunday, January 13th, 2008On the last -should be enjoyable- days in lovely Madrid, both my brain and my heart are screaming aloud. Not enthusiastically, but emotionally. Of a saying, i mean thousand times saying, "not important" slash "not necessary". No, not because the curiosity is still there, not about being unsatisfied.
But seriously, when one keeps saying that, i keep questioning, "SO, WHAT’S IMPORTANT FOR YOU???". Or do i have to show that specific page on dictionary on letter i, ‘important’ then you can, hopefully, read and -a little bit more difficult one- understand what it means.
Sigh…. ergh….!! And all the rarely used word and writing style have (unfortunately) been conveyed, in hoping for more result. But no, nada. Hm, no regret. Coz decision is made. Not that it’s not important nor it’s not needed. Indeed, it is both important and necessary. It is just the words of confusion, unability, being selfish and unreasonable proud.
Being sarcastic is not necessary but sometimes it’s the (only) way to keep moving on - alive.
excrepted from what understood : "humanbeing would never stop complaining"
