mot de manda

lying lazily doing nothing at home but merely being at home, i surfed to some of my friends’ friendster and blog. i stucked quite for a while at one page with a quite long  and nice phrases. last two parts were:

"if i promise not to feel this pain, will i see u again?"

the selfish brain says, if the pain predominates everything, we would never see anybody. not even the closest friend that can make us laugh 24 hour a day, 7days a week, go on and on. because for sure at least for one second, we feel the pain for any reason that’s logic. or because the need forces us to forget the pain and still meet.

meanwhile, the heart looks deeper to the question.

I just tried a little personality test (from Adilla’s Blog). I can’t remember what i was defined as in previous test But this new one, shorter and easier to understand, says definitely different thing about me.

You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You’re quite the storyteller! In love, you are quite the charmer. And you are definitely willing to risk your heart. You often don’t follow through with your flirting or professed feelings. And you do break a lot of hearts. At work, you are driven but not a workaholic. You just always seem to enjoy what you do. You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. How you see yourself: compassionate, unselfish, and understanding When other people don’t get you, they see you as: gushy, emotional, and unfocused

A little thing that strikes me, the thinking that has been around my mind for a while. "what if we become the one that we fear of to be with". It’s not simpply a matter of pride of what we said in the past nor being inconsistent. Deeper into it, as what we do is real, to the world, not merely and unically to our heart.

dare to find out yours? here you go..

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/