hesitation
for any reason why one would have hesitation it depends on them and varies from one to another.
i just thought of type of hesitation i would have over something. generally, if i don’t know well the person, it will be the case. even though the person says clearly ‘don’t hesitate for anything’, i would still hesitate.
however, i just realized the real reason of me being hesitated. there are two types of condition where my hesitation will be addressed to.
first, the hesitation for a request that i know it will be rejected. one says it’s just that you are not putting your effort hard enough. or other says ‘the worst answer you will get is no’. but sometimes it’s better to keep the answer not out by requesting nothing. like a friend of mine said, ‘it’s good to be opportunist, but not all the time as it can be irritating’. indeed, sometimes it’s better to ask nothing and allowing that space to be filled for more prompt opportunity next time or by someone else who doesn’t mind helping. all i want to say, why would we hope for one to offer hand while knowing it isn’t possible. not only about getting the wish granted or rejected, there are more beyond that. more things that are better not revealed for everyone’s good.
the 2nd type is hesitation over something that i know for sure will be granted in any case. it’s hard to believe, but it does exist, wishes that will definitely be granted in any case. it’s not a solution for the wishes rejected in the first example. i feel bad if i have to use these last resources. one lesson i learnt and tried to apply, despite the wishes are granted, it doesn’t mean to take it for granted. for what i always believe, it will run in the cycle or in tree branches networking i would prefer to say.
[ hesitation = a state of doubt or uncertainty]
you wouldn’t hesitate when you believe
when there’s no belief, one couldn’t expect hesitation nor anything
