when it’s hard to choose
see the title? it sounds like i have too many choices that i am confused which one is the good one, doesn’t it? hehe, it’s not!
making a choice had been a very difficult thing to me. but now, it’s been not in the first thing i can’t do. getting better and better i can say. last question i had, ‘is it the matter of life that you hardly choose?’. *blush* it’s not… i told the person everything and the helps went in =). thank you.
that’s settled. but again, as it’s not about the whole life that i had, and as normal life will have a lot of things, new things come up to me. and i am stuck stop a while to think these new things. i like the way how they speed up coming to me. it’s so perfect. i can’t ask better timing, enough to delay my FYP =p.
anyway, i am thinking over and over again about this. i do realize that our lives is decided by all the choices that we have made. the consequences are ready to soak in right after the decision or maybe later without any notice. consequences might not always be the cases. we do have positivities. always.
but when a concern arise, it remains as it is. and yet, it is true with the facts all around us. for me, i just try to change my stand and stay there to make myself see it from that way.
but like i always do believe, no one could choose the things for you. it has to be you. for me, it has to be and can only be myself who decides.
a quote from ugly betty "if this is the life you have chosen, i have no interest in knowing you". this is the risk of a decision that one’s made.mine has not that big impact i guess.
i do want to write a proper piece, but i can’t.. FYP is waiting *sigh*
i do want to thank mom n dad for being supportive as always. i am surprised and yet happy. as i wrote before, i will first make sure that things will work out for me, then for everyone. =)
March 27th, 2007 at 11:52 am
learning from the anynomous person that i concluded,
experience will always mature your decison making.
some of such difficult decisions will arise to 2nd chances while most of the others doesnt.
In simplicity, hesitation is perfectly acceptable.
as we are only ordinary people with very limited capability.