mot de manda

There was a saying that September is a happy month. Is it true for everyone? It was for me last year. 5 September is the happiest day i guess. =).  Not now, not this month in this year. It was so different on how i took it. It’s not because of the things happening and people around me. It’s just how i take it.

For all the bad things, one good and significant thing,

i know and i will force myself to get this right and straight, that i have to stop.

coz if all that matters is my dream, everything i ever wanted so badly, none happened with you.

coz if all that matters is doing what i want, it’s always not right. none until this point.

coz if all that matters is strength, i had but not in you.

coz if all that matters is how i feel, you won’t (have to) bother that.

coz if all that matters is all the testing, not yet, there will be the right and more appropriate time.

coz if all that matters is wrongdoings, nothing is perfect.

coz if all that matters is happiness, it’s not.

coz if all that matters is the thinking, it changed.

coz if all that matters is the change, no one knows in the future.

coz if all that matters is what you want, go ahead.

For me, it’s just not you.

Adios September, you are past now

and welcome October…!

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